i can't seem to find the reason or mood to blog this past one month. just dun feel like it.
one thing lead to another. all these happened suddenly that i didn't realise it. sigh..
trying to sort out my feelings these days. when i finally did, i tried. but i failed. maybe its the wrong time. i don't know. its one of my biggest regret that i escape from my feelings in the first place. but its too late for me right now.
maybe its really meant to be like this. its alot of maybes, with no answers to it. when i finally thought i got the answer, i just can't let go of it. what the hell am i thinking anyway?!
did i do the right thing? its the first time my heart really felt this way. i dun have the mood to do anything right now. i regretted what i said. fuck. i thought i can handle this, but i can't.
